Why now

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Hello and i hooe everyone is ok.

Has anyone else felt like this? 

I woke up this morning started to get trady for work and rhen broke down crying.

All this after  spending a lovely Fathers day with Dad yesterday.

 He has type 4 Oesophagus cancer and also Colon cancer.

I feel like i should be on cloud 9 after Dad was having a good day yet instead cant stop crying.

  • Hi

    Absolutely - often happens we are focused on an event that I might be worried about and it all goes well but then the defences go down because things are "normal" and our emotions can overwhelm us.

    Glad you had a good day yesterday, tomorrow will probably be good too and today was just the relief value firing.

    <<hugs>>

    Steve

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  • Hi Dawnj

    Yes I definitely know how you feel. Last week was a pretty tough one and found myself in the same way. 

    My dad has stomach cancer and its been a tough journey so far. Nothing really prepares you for it. 

    Hope you feel better though and know that your not alone.