Hi Inner Turmoil welcome to the forum.
I cant even begin to imagine how you are feeling and how this is impacting on you. It doesnt sound like anyone knows with the outcome will be but hopefully it will be positive and you need to think like that until you know otherwise.
I so wish I could say something that would make any of this better or a little easier for you but there is nothing I can say that will do that except to let you know that others are thinking of you and will support you as best we can whenever you need to chat or just sound off.
Meantime Im sending some huge big hugs your way. xxxxxxxx
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