Mum has untreatable lung cancer here in UK and I have held my relationship, career and home in South Africa to be here.
And i dont want to be here. This anger is wracking me with guilt. I am trying to be patient, watching num and dad struggle, both smoking like trains in the house, him being unable to scramble an egg...refusing to ask other people for help..
All the time I am watching my other life slip away from me. I have got myself I to debt as I cant work..
I am just angry...
