Having a bad day

Really wanted to see mum today. Not for any particular reason. Just wanted a hug, cuppa and chat.

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Know that feeling Elenium! 

How is everyone doing? Well I hope 

I feel more like me. I'm loving my new job. People are really nice and my new boss is great. 

I feel like something has eased. I still miss mum but it doesn't hurt as much, most of the time. I miss my little dog too but I'm coping, finally.  I spent so long not coping it's a relief to not think that one more thing would break me completely. 

I still have moments where it sweeps over me, but that's normal.

I hope everyone is ok. 

I would still love for us all to meet, one day. X

Hello Elenium,

Really lovely to hear you’re going great guns , just proves how much of a numpty your old boss was, their loss.

It would be lovely to meet everyone, i agree. 

Keep going,everyone,  the wanting doesn’t go I think but maybe the previously unimaginable lessening of pain and loss does creep in but always with love remaining.  As before, each day starts as the new norm although sometimes it might end being the same as yesterday but that’s usually okay. There are good days but also still bad days and sad days which I know is how it is , I feel I am a different person and so my life is to how I /it was 2 years ago , 1 year ago ... how could I not be? As always, love and thanks to you all xxxx

Morning everyone. Happy Easter!

I hope you are all ok.  

Hugs to all.

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Breaks my heart to write this. 

Mum died this morning at 3.30. Stayed awake after then and kept going. 

Feel exhausted. 

Sad times.

I'm so sorry. Sending you a big hug. We're here for you if you want to 'talk'

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Happy Easter to you Elenium and all the virtual family, 

so sorry to read the previous post, my heart goes out to you and your family, sadly we have been in that position and it’s awful beyond words but we are here to listen if you feel you want to say anything, please take care 

So sorry to hear your news. Rest if you can and hope you have somebody to support you.

As Elenium and Yantibee say, keep in touch, let us help and listen

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Oh Im so sad to hear this news. Its a wretched time, take one day at a time, take deep breathes, do whatever you feel like doing, apologise to nobody, be as wild and angry or sad as you need to be.  Its time for you to grieve, and as Ive now learnt, mum was right, everyones journey of grief, can be so very different. x