Keeping Sane

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Hi everyone -  This is what I do during the day to keep my mind occupied and off my condition.  Sewing and bag making has always been a passion of mine and since I retired I have been doing more especially making handbags of all sorts for friends and some selling too!  After my stomach removal last year I just lost my enthusiasm for crafting and didn't want to do anything.  However low and behold it came back as I started to improve and get used to having a tube in my tummy for feeding (hated it at first) I also have an illeostomy so am used to that and living with a stoma but found it hard to get my head around this .  But I am back to my old self and started getting into making bags again and now find it helps me as I have just been diagnosed with Oesophageal cancer in two places and been told I have 9 months left or I can have my oesophagus removed (40% chance of success) and would have another stoma on my neck. (I have no spare bowel left to use in replacement of the oesophagus hence the neck stoma!  It has been hard since this diagnosis trying to decide what to do and the fear of the unknown and dying.  I am going to see an oncologist where hopefully I will get more information to help me decide, but I am so glad I have got back into my crafting as it really does help in keeping my mind from going into over drive!!  These are a few of my bags that I make.

 

  • Wishing you the very best for your chemo and surgery.Love Jane xx

  • Thank you so much Jane xx

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    Hello sweetheart... You're the first post I read after writing mine. You are very brave.

    Courage is something I bypassed and you'll laugh when I say that but.... I've resigned....so...... I've accepted my situation very calmly. 

    For you 'though, your hope, your determination... I pray it will manifest into at LEAST 5000 more Bags like this. :-) 
    If I had the time I would put up a spam-free website/e-commerce arena for you to sell these online in your very own online store. The quality of this work is impressive. God will keep you here. And as a craftsman myself I know how good it feels to have complete creative control and no one breathing down your neck telling you how you ought to have done something. Ha!

    Good for you. 

  • Aww thank you so much for you very kind words it makes me feel so good and I don't know your situation but I will be praying for you.  I made the decision to go ahead with the oesophagus removal - on chemo at moment (not feeling great), then operation in July I think.  I am determined to beat this and stay positive, I'm not ready to go yet.  I haven't found your story yet but I will read it.  You take care of you my friend xx

  • Dear Katiecrunch,

    Your bags are beautiful - I adore the blue one. Wishing you the very best outcome from the chemo and upcoming operation. Love Rita 

  • Aww thank you so much that means a lot to me Cherie x

  • Aw that's a tough one but you have already faced a lot. I can't imagine how it feels for you. You create such beautiful things. Keep enjoying what you are doing. It's grim in treatment but hopeful. Hope and prayers for your recovery to get to the other side. Bless you. Xxxxxxxxxxx

  • Thank you so much for your kind words am trying to stay positive xxx

  • You are but it's not a constant state. Adapting to each new stage or treatment is a process. Xxxxxx

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    This is the first time I wander into this forum. Your bags are beautiful!