POEMS BY ME

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I WANT TO BE..

I WANT TO BE A FRESH, BRIGHT SPRING DAY WITH THE SWEET SCENT OF DAFFODILS THAT GENTLY SWAY.
I WANT TO BE A CUTE ROBIN'S REFRAIN AND HONEYSUCKLE SCENT PERVADING THE LANE
I WANT YOU TO THINK OF ME, BEING ALL OF THESE WISHES.
MAY THEY REMIND YOU ALWAYS OF MY LOVE AND KISSES.

I WANT TO BECOME A WARM SUMMER BREEZE, THAT RUSTLES THE LEAVES IN THE TALLEST OF TREES.
I WANT TO BE A GOLD AUTUMN MORN AND FALL AS THOSE COLOURFUL LEAVES ON THE LAWN.
I WANT TO BE A COLD WINTER'S NIGHT, KNOWING MY LOVED ONES ARE WARM, SLEEPING TIGHT.

I WANT TO BE YOUR HAPPIEST MEMORY, ALL THESE LITTLE THINGS I AM AIMING TO BE.
SO AS EACH SEASON PASSES, I WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND, THOUGH NOT IN HUMAN FORM OR MY VOICE AS A SOUND.
I WANT TO BE THE SUN, STARS, MOON AND THE SKY
I WANT MY SPIRIT WITH YOU ALWAYS
AS I DID NOT DIE

Sorry this is all in capitals but my keyboard was playing up on my other laptop, so I copied and pasted it rather than write it all out again! I wrote this poem a long time before my diagnosis.

Artsie over 2 years ago in reply to Big bang theory

Hi Angela

You don’t need to say sorry

I’ve lost my inspiration too.

I can’t write but I used to like to draw and paint.

There’s a brilliant place to Vent here called

The Room. I go there and vent then shut the door.

It’s helped me in the past x

Ann
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Big bang theory over 2 years ago in reply to Artsie

Hey Ann,

I'm not artsy at all although I've always dreamed of writing a book! Where can I find "The room" and thanks for reply as I'm struggling right now.

Angela xx

Big bang theory over 2 years ago in reply to Big bang theory

And...I just want to be ME again!! Xx

Artsie over 2 years ago in reply to Big bang theory

Hi I’m sorry you’re struggling at the moment.
I’ve found The Room good for my mental health I hope that it helps you too xx

community.macmillan.org.uk/.../

Ann
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Alottment lover over 2 years ago in reply to Eddiestomart

Eddiestomart, your poem is beautiful and brought tears to my eyes. I think sometimes about how my daughter will be after I'm gone and I know the odds are against me surviving five years. I always cry as I can't imagine not being here.

Eddiestomart over 2 years ago in reply to Big bang theory

Its ok to be angry, its ok to feel down, its ok to wonder why,

Ive been there

Try to be strong and positive

Big hugs

Big bang theory over 2 years ago in reply to Eddiestomart

Hi Eddiestomart.

Thanks for the reply. This has been a better week thankfully! I've found keeping busy has helped but when I run out of steam I seem to crash. I'm trying to find a good balance and being able to vent on here definitely helps! Nobody judges you and you can just talk or rant. Hope you have a good day.

Angela xx

Nan3942 over 2 years ago in reply to Eddiestomart

Simply beautiful Eddie.Thanks for sharing it with us.

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