Im still feeling invisible. He says he feels relaxed round me. He did forget our 45th wedding anniversary, with everything going on in his life I suppose it is to be expected.
He's jst had 7th folfox and pani chemo. Oncologist was cautiously optimistic but says need to continue to 12 so she can hand him over to someone else as good as she can. This leads me to believe that she doesn't think this treatment will fully Eradicate it.
Im on tiptoes all the time. Feel like am not able to make any noise when at home. If not wasn't for the dogs and going out with them I would be climbing the walls.
I realise all my posts are self pitying Im sorry.
