Giving up

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I know I have posted this before but  it has got worse.  He.is now complaining that I am treating hom like a moron,  I'm just trying to help.  So when I told him he has to start taking even more responsibility for himself, he called me childish.

I'm afraid I lost it, told him I know he is sick.  But I.have the sword of damacles over my head at the moment waiting for the result of the urgent ct scan to see if my cancer has returned, which was ordered after the first blood test after my op in January came back with a cea marker of 3.8.  I also told him if worrying about that and him is me being childish then so be it.

He has spent the day in the unit having chemo so I know I should be giving.him some slack.  But, it is so hard.

Sorry for the self pitying rant, but there is no one to talk to apart from this forum.