I’m at the bottom of the barrel physically, emotionally and energy is gone. My fibromyalgia is at an all time peak and know i can’t keep continuing like this.
We are 4 years in husbands cancer journey, unfortunately he ended up in hospital 2 weeks ago as the cancer near base of his spine had caused a collapsed disc. Radiotherapy and steroids - 10 days later came home with no real recovery plan.
Also during this time, my father in law had a terrible fall and fractured his skull and back. He’s also only just been discharged with a care plan and brace.
It’s been 2 weeks of hospital visits, working, caring for the house and animals and anything else in between.
Christmas we’ve just managed to get through but it’s hard going even though i’m unbelievably proud how my husband is doing.
But I’ve got to return to work in a week and a half as the breadwinner and i’m worrying so much for our future.
My work have been understanding but that only will run out. I’ve increased pain management meds to try and aid sleep and the pain for myself. But I worry…. about everything
We are fortunate to a point that have sick pay cover etc but i feel like im drowning
I’ve probably lost my own point but any suggestions what i can with a brain that is fogged would be greatly appreciated
