My husband is now in a hospice. He has secondary bone cancer and suffers excruciating pain when he tries to move, so moving him back home is not really feasible. We don't know how long he has, but weeks at most is the guess. He's very scared and cries a lot, the same goes for me. I have friends I can talk to but nobody understands. I'm grieving him while he's still here. Our house is full of his meds and mobility aids and I know he won't need them again but it seems so disloyal to get rid of them. I feel lost. How am I meant to do this? I'm with him every day and try to be strong for him but in my own I just sob. Can anyone give me any advice? I need someone who has been through this terrible grief and learned to cope. I don't know where to turn. Any thoughts anyone? Thankyou.
