My wifes been in hospital in for about 4 weeks, not sure we will get her home for a while as she is not mobile and needs alot of help at the moment. I visit every day without fail, some days with kids as some days without as to be honest I don't want my young children's memorys of their mum be overwhelmed by how she is currently. I'm not sure whether that is selfish or not? They come and visit and sit in the hospital all the same anyways. We've never really been apart for 15+ years and even though we are lucky to still have her after 3 major surgery's I dont think I will ever get my wife back which is advice given for her care team. I know she will give everything to get better and I know shes in the best place. I just miss her. Not just her being away from home but the conversations we used to have, the laughs the bickering over next to nothing. We've not had any of that for around 3 months. Thanks for reading and all the best
