Well crunch time hit today

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Well mum's  cancer has hit a mile stone

Today we spent 7.5 hrs in hotline ward.

Her secondary  cancer is coming well to the forefront 

She can hardly breath .they are doing loads of tests to see why.

Finally  asked the question  no one wants to know How long 

To be told she has 3 months .

How do I try and tell her what she doesn't  want  to  know 

That she will not feel another  easy breath .

That she is on a down  ward toboggan  ride she never wanted.

She can't  see she will never do the simple daily  tasks she wants to again.

Dr's  suggest  she has a bed she doesn't  want  a cushion for her painful butt .oxygen  to keep her going .morphine  to help .

Rambling I know but trying to  process  the upcoming  trial  to come