It’s the early hours again and I’m crying, everyone says call me if you need to chat anytime but how can you.I feel so alone. My husband of 44 yrs has deteriorated in the last few months. He has fought cancer for the last 7 years always been strong never complained. No more treatment for the last15 months. Done so well but barely eating no energy and can’t walk far. It’s so hard watching someone you love dying.such a cruel disease. I lay in the next room waiting and listening ,as so many others do.
Oh Daisy Rose
I am so sorry read this. I hope today is feeling like a less lonely day. You're right everyone is so kind but when it comes down to it, especially in the middle of the night, we don't want to "bother" them and end up feeling alone. I wish there was more support I could offer here.
Please remember you can reach out here anytime. There are members of the group based all over the world so with the various time zones I'd hope someone was about.
The helpline is also here for you (I know there are time constraints on the opening hours but please remember it;s there for you) The number is below.
We've not got to that end of the journey yet but already I can see how hard and how cruel this is.
Sending you a huge virtual hug, love and light. Stay strong. You will get through this and you are not alone
love n hugs
Wee Me xx
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