Overwhelmed

1. I am do sorry for what you are going  through. I have been there. My husband was also cancer of unknown.  It is so hard when you do not know what you are fighting. All i can say is push for more tests as long as your wife is fit enough and try and get a proper diagnosis as this will make the prognosis  better.  I wish you and your wife all the best for what the future holds. Take care x

thank you, how do you get to the point of understanding all this, our world has broken

Hi. I dont know  how to answw that, the only way is to get through each day.The silent tears i shed when David was not looking ,it soon just becomes  your new normall.

I hope you have a good family around you as it is awfully hard trying to deal with it all on your own.

I know how you feel when you  say your world is broken,things will never be the same. I just want my life back how it was before. I loved my husband more than my own life and would give anything to go back to how it was

. You will get through this i won't lie  to you its not going to be easy. Tell each other what you mean  to each other every day and just make the most of the time you have together. 

It is the hardes thing i have ever done watching my darling husband go through this.

Sending you a hug and try and stay strong xx

Thank you so much