Surgery

Afternoon sunshine-19 

I too have in the past been in some very dark places and that is why I live my life as I do .. I lost my hubby when he was 34 and my partner of 12 yrs at 40 ...partner was 10 one in 2yrs .. I only have my son left now ...I live for them as well as me ...it's a task I tell u ...been tested beyond belief over the yrs . I tell u surgery in my experience was the easy one ... Just gonna go with Chemo ...yeah I was v tired near the end before surgery it feels like it has u ... Not long now..   rest when u can... I only managed 4hrs a night at best .. days baby brain and just fighting for energy but such a relief to be rid of that evil disease ... My hair was looking sh*t but now it's sleek and manageable again ...

Hang in there prayers for u always 

Love

Cobwoman

Afternoon Cobwoman 

I can understand what you say about the surgery being the easy one.  I couldnt try to magine what youve been through losing yor husband at 34 then losing your partner at 40.  I'd rather lose my breaat any day than my hubby he's my rock and soul mate. I'm so so sorry for these terrible  losses  you have had. You definitely have been tested beyond belief to say the least .

I'm not surprised you so strong you have had no choice. I'm sure its a task but, i think the life you have been given has made you able to handle things. Although i'm sure you'd like to be given a break.  

I hope you start to sleep better and get through the chemo ok.  

Thank you for thinking of me when you have so much going on in your own life.

 Gentle Hugs and prayers for you

A xxx

Afternoon Cobwoman 

I can understand what you say about the surgery being the easy one.  I couldnt try to magine what youve been through losing yor husband at 34 then losing your partner at 40.  I'd rather lose my breaat any day than my hubby he's my rock and soul mate. I'm so so sorry for these terrible  losses  you have had. You definitely have been tested beyond belief to say the least .

I'm not surprised you so strong you have had no choice. I'm sure its a task but, i think the life you have been given has made you able to handle things. Although i'm sure you'd like to be given a break.  

I hope you start to sleep better and get through the chemo ok.  

Thank you for thinking of me when you have so much going on in your own life.

 Gentle Hugs and prayers for you

A xxx

Hi A,

Yeah life has been different from the norm but like u say it makes u stronger ...Def has me ...but I think I was put on this earth to help people I have had in my life ...I miss them all terribly but I admit I do "talk" to them all everyday asking for their energies to help me get thru the days ,months ,years till I see them all again ...u see I turned spiritual about 20yrs ago which I find a comfort now ...nothing weird in it just a belief in the afterlife and that we are here for a purpose and just nothing after this life does not make sense  .. each to their own lol .

I have animals so they are a great comfort to me all rescued of course ,and 5 Guinea pigs 

Love and light my friend

In my prayers 

Cobwoman  J XXX

Hi Cobwoman

Its a time like this i wish my mum was here to talk to and my dad likewise. Although i'd say i was alot closer to my mum.   

Yes i visited their grave last week and put flowers on it for Easter.  Was asking them to give me strength etc.  My mum died last June i miss her dearly.  I would ho crazy if i thought i'd never meet up with them again. Think if i didn't have faith life would be very hard.

I have a small circle of friends as i believe in quality not quantity they are a great support. I have a cousin that took in rescue dogs and cats but nows shes not fit to. She has a few but thats it now i think.

You remember that you still need to take it easy as its early days. Sending you Gentle Hugs and prayers.

Love

Angela x

Hi Angela 

I wasn't close to my mum she adopted me out when I was 5 then I met up again when I was in my 20s but she lied to me all the time and kept secrets from me till her grave... I try to forgive her .. my dad I haven't seen since I was 2 when they split up . 

U don't think how life can change when u take these lovely creatures on but I am coping ok .

Yes I do rest quite a bit ...may seem I don't but believe me I do.

Take care sweetie my phone is out of battery and my bed time anyway ..

Love and light

Jacks

xxx

Hi  Jacks

Sorry to hear about your mum and dad.

Your animals need you and you are now giving them a good life and im sure you get great satisfaction out of that.

Good night and sweet dreams 

Love

Angela xx

Hi Angela 

Thanks it one of those things 

My animals give me great comfort too and me them I'm sure . I wish more people could have their souls too .

Love and light to u and all sufferers ,

Jacks xx

Hi Jacks

Yes thats true about animals and if people were more like them instead of so much hate and anger.

Was with my surgeon today my op is going ahead next Thursday. Cant wait for it to come just want it all over me now. I'm very nervous but i know i will be fine .

You take care and enjoy the rest of your week.

Love

Angela x