24/7

That dad might not get over the cancer this time & that i'm going to be like him & it keeps coming back in different places

Carol xx

Oh, God bless you! I'm not surprised you're scared, living with all you do. I Wish I had the right words and the reassurances. All I can offer is love and and friendship and an ear!

Your experiences in all this far outweigh mine, but I expect you'd prefer they didn't? If you just need a chat, PM me if you want to. I shan't be offended if you don't. 

Its an hour ahead of us in Germany isn't it, so have a peaceful night.

much love MaryX

Thank you Mary

just knowing there are people out there who'll be there with an ear & a hug is a big comfort but it's a frightening time at the moment & it's getting round to mammogram time as well so i guess that's not helping either

i feel silly sometimes & think that at my age i should be able to get on with what life throws at me but some days i just can't & get so scared about what the future holds for us

thank you for sitting by the fire with me with a cuppa & a sympathetic ear

Love Carol xx

You're most welcome Carol, anytime. Lemon drizzle cake!  I can only imagine how you feel. My husband had cancer twice, once was bad enough, twice was too much, and now me. I know how I felt for him......XX

Thank you for holding out the hand of friendship yesterday,it was a bad day but today is a good day

lemon drizzle cake sounds perfect,not had one of those for ages,mum doesn't bake as much now,she can't stand for too long since her operation on her spine & at 76 she should be taking it a bit easier & not doing my baking

hope you don't mind but i put a friends request in last night

hope all goes well for you

Love Carol xx

Ian,i've just been having a snoop in the cupboards & you didn't eat all the chocolate,i found turkish delight right at the back :) 

xx

Well, it's Monday and all the cupboards have been replenished, and the cushions freshly plumped up, fire is warm and inviting.....I brought some crumpets and there are toasting forks and butter a-plenty! 

Welcome, all....I smiled to see that this well loved room is being used again.....

Hugs xxx

It was nice to just sit in the corner for a while befor i spoke & when i whispered my fears Mary was there to take hold of my hand & listen,this is a lovely place to share your fears but if you don't mind I'd rather have Mary's lemon drizzle cake thank you,not keen on crumpets

xx

Mmm, hot buttered crumpets! Just the thing when you're hiding from Slimming World. You can have the lemon drizzle cake with pleasure! Yes, it is nice to sit quietly and see who stops by. 

Sister snail,

You found the Turkish delight? Just knew I should have put new batteries in my torch. If you tell me it was the pink one, I shall have to go away and have a cry!