THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)
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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.
We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.
So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.
Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX
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WOW!!!! First post of the day although with how often(not) we are all posting the chances are I could have waited another couple of hours and still got first post ha ha.
I have no words right now my head is all over the place but nted to send ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((LOVE))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) & Strength to all who need it.
Think i have now moved to Zombie mode, i'm totally exhausted today, i just so want to sleep, i'm looking forward to seeing my sis & niece at the weekend, God i moan about the sis 24/7 but i just realised i can't live without her even though see gets on my t*ts 24/7 lol
And i just can't wait to see my niece, i've missed her more than anything.
Hope we all have a better day today and Jac if your reading, i hope you are feeling a bit better and i hope your not being so hard on yourself
It is quiet here these days, what has happened to everyone?
Hey SAM Sam - you'll be thinking it's personal! It's not, just a bit quiet on here at times X
Em - big hugs hun, you can get through this and we are all here to help pull you back up again X
Nic - I'm with you, this grief stuff can be exhausting, mentally and physically. Having your niece around you at the weekend will be lovely, little ones help to keep us going through these times don't they? X
Will be back later and hopefully there will be pages of posts!!!
Sending oddles of strength and courage to everyone, seems like we are all falling at the moment. Am just off to get my T-shirt printed with a picc of Dad on it for my Race for Life on Sunday. I cant believe I will be running in his memory this year, last year he was there cheering me on and gave me a massive hug when I finished. I'm sure he will still be cheering me on this year too but I just wish he was there so I could see him smiling. I expect mum and I will be a blubbering mess all the way around the course this year. Bern, you are doing your run this weekend arn't u .... which one are u running in.. I'm doing the Brighton one. sending lots of love, Michelle xxxxxxxxxx
Hi Donna, it gets confusing with all these Sam's around eh? Maybe I should change my name, again! x
SAM Sam - Glad you know we all love you hun. I hope all is well with you today x
Michelle - I wish you all the best for the race on Sunday. Yes it will be hard for you and your Mum to do it this year but you will also feel such pride when you finish, knowing you did this for your Dad, who will be so proud of you both. Big hugs x
Rochelle - hun, there are no words I can find to give you comfort, it is such a difficult time before the funeral and it feels as though you are in limbo. Just know that I'm thinking of you and sending you many ((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))) to help you through this x
Bern, Mel, Kelsey to name but a few - you are oh so quiet ladies, where are you? x
Hello Roch, Donna and Sam. Roch I am sending lots of good wishes. This time is such a hard time and as sam says it is like limbo time. No sam dont change your name i am liking SAM sam i am even signing in at work as such. LOL. Things here very much like yesterday. Hello again Donna. SAM sam x
Roch.... hope you are ok. I know what you mean about everything being a blur, I still feel that way now after 4 weeks, but very gradually, bit by bit, I am finding that glimpses of reality are starting to set in. I think our brains have a very good way of protecting us through the initial stages of grief. Am glad your mum will have Mel's mum as a neighbour. Thinking of you.
Nic, hope you have a better day tomorrow... when are you going on holiday?
Sam Sam, I like Sam Sam, reminds me of my 3 yr old, she calls my mother in law nanny June June (i'd call her something else, LOL) and our neighbour Uncle Tom Tom.
Hi Donna, I read your thread a week or so ago about your friend Bob, what an amazing man.... dare I ask how he is xxxx
Em, sending you lots of love and strength as you did me..... love you photo's on Facebook, your family look beautiful, you must have made your Dad very proud. xxxx
Mel, hope you are ok xxxx I often re-read your thread on grief, my mum does too and we both find it really useful.
Night night to everyone, hope we all get some much needed zzzzzzzzzzz'ss
