THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)

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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.

We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.

So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.

Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX

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    Hey shell and anne

    Sorry i didnt reply but went off to do mumsy things,

    Shell all as well as expected here hun thanks for asking. What about u how udoing?

    Anne i really dont know how to do the pictures - its our jac bern and mel that do that one - im sure they will let u into their secret. I very scared now please dont send them round ooo mel bern jac quick tell anne before she sends in the heavys. Ironing whats that then. Hee hee

    Hey all

    Tis so quiet on here and know that is because many are in a not nice place right now - i is sending so many squeeshy hugs to you all.

    Much love

    Helen

    xx

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    hi helen hun, im still feeling destroyed by what the docs have told me again xoxox
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    Shell hun u will be feeling that way - its natural - but u gotta keep going hun and get that spirit back - i know it is soul distroying for u.

    We all know and have faith that u will get there and they will do this for u.

    Mushroom thanks hun just spoken to di and sam - sorry to have worried u.

    Hugs

    Helen

    xx
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    sorry hun didnt mean that post to be so abrupt, av got so much going on at the
    mo not sure if im coming or going, my heads totally screwed up as are my emotions,
    im going thru a rli bad patch and at the mo there doesnt seem to be a light at the
    end of my tunnel if u know what i mean xoxoxox
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    Hun no need for sorrys it was just fine.

    I know u is going tho it but there are loads of us on here that will help where we can - we are all now searching for our lazer lights to shine up the tunnel so u can see the end.

    Keep going hun u will find that light and we will help u.

    Hugs

    Helen
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    thanx hunni, i so want to be here for so manypeople at the mo but am
    struggling to be here for myself. when i came out of that hospital on
    tuesday i felt like just walking out in front of a bus, then when i got home
    i felt like just getting a knife and cutting all the excess fat away myself,#but
    wont tell my doc how im truly feeling cuz they would prob section me, then i
    would have another fight on my hands to get my kids back, i just feel as though
    im continuously fighting a never ending battle, and that someone some where
    doesnt want to see me happy, cuz if its not probs with my health then its probs
    in and around my home life, and i truly cant take much more.
    sorry to offload to u hun i know u got ur own probs, once i started typing it
    just all comes out

    love n hugs xoxoxoxox
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    am going to bed now hun, got to get up early. thank you
    for listening to me 2nite. love n hugs
    shell xoxoxox
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    Hey shell

    Sorry hun i nipped off to loo which is no longer a nip and when i back u gone - hun u keep talking as it is so much better out than in.

    When u are down things have the habbit of kicking u in the teeth - u gotta concentrate on u and ur family hun and making sure you are all ok.

    Hey all

    YIPPEE First post - hey the way this thread has been going i will win first post, longest post (with one of my shortest posts) shortest post and last post. Hee hee

    Guys thinking a u all and missing u all.

    Big hugs yeaaaaaa would say group hug but with only me would have trouble getting arm round meself. Hee hee

    Love to all

    Helen

    xx
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    Morning Crazy lady,

    I hope that Sam and Di are ok, as well as you Mrs Doll. I have got very good at finding a happy place and I'm sure has the PMA chant down pat.

    Be good today, but also be naughty.

    Love and hugs

    A Mushroom and her mars bar. X


    Hi Shell,

    I am so sorry that things are not good at the moment, but remember everything can change, so never lose help.

    Big hug to you.

    Melly X


    Hi Em,

    How are things? We are all so worried honey and waiting for news.

    Sending you Mushroom power.

    Love

    Mel X

    Mrs Sam Deb,

    I made a discovery yesterday, which I will share with you later, and I am sure it will help. I know that you are falling, but together we have a very long rope, so wherever you are, we will be your anchor.

    Love

    Mushroom X


    Hi Kelsey,

    Fab news, but I know the worry will always be hovering in the background. Enjoy the positive news, tomorrow will always deal with itself.

    Love and hugs

    Mel X


    Bern Darlink,

    I need details details details, you fabulous wine angel. Lovely to see your inspirational posts.

    Big hugs

    Mushroom X


    Sam Sam,

    Do I do a good impression of a headless chicken !!!! Hope you are ok, we must take up yoga.

    Love and hugs

    Melly X


    Lovely Jac,

    We are all standing with you brave lady. Always will be.

    All my love, strength and courage

    Melanie X


    Michelle, Wendy,

    So many of us can empathise with your pain, please don't be alone.

    Love

    Mushroom X


    Lesley, Sue, Sue, Dawn, Gill, Heidi, Cath, Ooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh I can't get my brain to work.

    So big love and hugs to you all

    Melly X

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    Morning all,

    Had 1st infusion yesterday feeling rather sickly today but thats nothing new!!! They have changed it from 3 infusions at one a week to 6 so I presume the Hb on tuesday had dropped more???

    Have the abdomen ultrasound on THursday morning and infusions every friday at 4.30 with the next haemo appointment 15th Oct.

    Life is pretty much on hold right now while I find some energy I have'nt felt this low in a long time but it's not depression at whats happened more for feeling out of control!!!

    You all have so much on your plates right now but I am struggling to get on here although I do read most days you know I love each and everyone of you.

    Love & (((((((hugs))))))))) XXX