THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)
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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.
We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.
So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.
Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX
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Sam hun you get ur butt back here and type that message - how many times have u all said to me type it if it helps and we ur friends will make sense of it - i'm sure it is tryping what all the others here are feeling so will be understood loud and clear. Can understand u feeling the need for a little break and we will support u either way - and will be here either way - u will be missed. Although the rope will pull u back every so often to make contact with us
Em hun glad u have some results and like sam above will keep everything crossed that you start to feel good again soon. We will all be here with you.
Yea bern good to see u back hun u have been missed.
Sorry short message tonight but am thinking of all and sending love to all as well.
Sam hun im sorry that sounded a little harsh - what i ment was that if it will help hun to put it all down then that is fine to do.
We will read and understand just what u are saying
If you would rather do that in pm or email then hun anyone of us will be happy for u to do so and that is the truth hun not just empty words.
U have been here for so many of us so much u need to let us do same to u my dear friend.
Just to thro in that the confusion could be down to ur age - hee hee - u just new i would try and get that in my friend but u know i am joking.
The journey u have been and are still on is a very confusing time and nothing in the world will make much sense - let urself be confused and know its ok to be so.
Has tried messaging u all and ringing - is u all gone off together and left me - boo hoo - pwease come back i missing u.
Well yes i have toppled over the edge and not only lost the plot but lost the plot that i had already lost - yes ok i will go now as think i need to sleep - hee hee - and find that bleedin plot again.
Well the conversation has been sinterlating (such bad spelling but sure u know what i saying) but i have to drag myself away now as sleep beckons.
Know i is leaving half way thro the conversation but will catch up very quick tomorrow and answer all of the questions u are throwing at me toningt - hee hee.
Guys i know it is a real tough time for many and your - should i say our - heads are all over the place. But never forget the rope holds us together - it is a bond that will never be broken - it has held our heads above that water many times and will do so for time to come.
I laugh and i joke but that is my way im afraid but never let it take away from the fact that i am a much stronger person because of u guys - i can come on here and smile, cry, shout or just simply talk jibberish as i am doing tonight and u will be there (like tonight hee hee) and for that i is a very lucky person.
Right again i waffle and sorry to get sloppy but just feeling that way tonight - and some times this needs to be said as i know it is felt so much.
This is a quick message as loads of work to do. Yep, they think I am hiding a magic wand up my bottom!!! I digress!
Sam do what auntie Barbie says, or she will just start throwing oranges and making a right old mess. Hey honey, you know the reason we are all here, is cause we started out on a crap journey and met at different destinations. The conductor has said its not your stop just yet. Instead you can go and have a lie down and close your eyes to all around you for a while - there are compartments on this train for that. If you wan to poke your head out and say howdie, that is allowed and there will be times we poke our head in too. You do this only if you want to. Remember talking does help and it doesn't matter if you think its waffle.......it may make perfect sense to someone else. Through your own pain and confusion it may help you and others. OK??
barbie - what you done with everyone?? You been using them as target practice???
Nic, I hope you and your sister had a nice meal yesterday and managed to have some smiles remembering your mum. I bet she was there with you both.
Melanie - where you got to?? This isn't like you not to be around. I know there is tons going on sweet. Just want you to know I am thinking of you. I think I sent you a pm?? Will double check, before you kick my ass!!
Em - ooo you seem to be in the wars. Hope you get better very soon.
Pants the phone is going. Gotta dash. Be back, as Rochelle and Michelle and SAM, JAC, Kelsey - where you gone. Wants you and others to realise you are often in my thoughts. Sending you all a super duoper big hug. May it fill you with the strength, peace, love that you need for today. XXXX
Off out for the day. So sending you all lots of little hugs that will come and surprise you throughout the day. If you are feeling alone and then get a jolt - yep thats one of my hugs!!!
Jac - don't you say sorry for not being here. You keep looking after yourself. Don't forget we are all here thinking of you.
Have a good un and sending you all oodles of love. Bern xx
Dad's blood test results revealed nothing unusual so whilst I think the reason I've not been on here is because I've been terribly busy, maybe I just wanted to live a 'cancer free' (as much as possible) life for a little while. It wasn't a conscious decision but I'm sorry I've not been around.
I had a week off work and had a fabulous family time having fun at various places. There has been a family crises I've been trying to help sort out and I managed to land myself a new job when I wasn't even looking for one! I will be able to spend more time doing what I do well - shopping!
I'll try and catch up with you all now to see how you're all doing.
Yea kelsey good to see u hun. Can understand sub conciously needing to be away - sounds like u have had some good family time - yea congrats on new job.
Bernie bern good to see u back hun.
Jac here when u need
Sam Mel Em where are u all - need someone to get up to badness with.
SAM sam u is a star.
Bit of a short message i know but i reckon my long long long messages scaring u all off - hee hee - or putting u into deep sleep - i go find prince charming - no not to wake u to stay with me.
