Hi is anyone awake mind spiralling looking for some grounding and peace of nobody around me gets this feeling g of
Anxiety and uncertainty literally living in limbo even though I NED I hate this its the hardest part
Hi Crose88196a22and a very warm welcome to the online community which I hope you'll find is both an informative and supportive place to be.
I’m Anne, one of the Community Champions here on the Online Community, and it's great to reed that you're NED but not so great to read that you're struggling to sleep.
If you find it hard to sleep again you might get comfort from finding that you're definitely not alone and you can talk to others in the awake and up all night thread. To get to it and talk to others who are awake just click on the link I've created.
It would be great if you could put something about your diagnosis and treatment into your profile as it really helps others when replying to you and also when looking for someone on a similar pathway. It also means that you don't have to keep repeating yourself. To do this click on your username and then select 'Profile'. You can amend it at any time and if you're not sure what to write you can take a look at mine by clicking on my username.
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