Awake and up all night

Love you Gill.

Could be an eye leak later on.

Aw I hope not Uki. Put it this way, I reckon we'll all be eye-leaking too but hopefully the happy wet stuff.

Chin up chicken and love back xxx

Thanks. 

Just adding my uncle was in the navy and smoked and drank and was never ill, hubby did neither.

I think cancer is complex and one day it will be curable for all and probably a vaccine l bet.

But for now we will get through this. I'm having a stressful few days but getting thrte x

Hope you are ok x

True. OH never smoked or drunk alcohol. Healthy food, lots of water. Just ended up being a genetic mutation. Interestingly enough, yesterday, I read an article saying they think lung cancer may be linked to having had COVID. Who knows. I suppose we're all looking for some meaning and there is not. But through this I've encountered some beautiful caring people on here who I'll always keep in touch with 

Definitely starting to feel anxious now.

Come on love. Let's see if I can take your mind away by telling you about my morning.

OH developed a slight rash below his neck stoma and upper chest a few days ago, but last night it became red, angry and weeping pus so I tended to it and this morning it has calmed slightly. But I want him looking at so started by ringing his ENT clinic. No joy there as his team are on leave or training. I contacted someone else and after a chat I told her I'd ring the GP - they close at 1 pm. Aaggh! But I cajoled the receptionist and got put on the Doc's list. Waiting for a call back now so playing the waiting game. If all else fails a trip to A& E calls. It's like mission impossible but agent vampira won't be thwarted.

There - did that distract you a little bit hon? I promise I wasn't whining xxx

Don't want all this for you lovely lady.

Not to worry, our kid, these things are sent to challenge us. Just one step at a time but my mind's racing ahead. 

Hey, it's starting to darken outside - maybe that elusive thunderstorm could appear xxx