I’m scared, found a lump in my arm pit, and one on my ribs which have been very painful for a few days, I’m soo tired having a nap every day, I’ve rang my breast nurse and left a message, I thought it had come back last year but thankfully I was wrong, I just can’t bare the thought of waiting and worrying for weeks on end again, I think I’m so scared this time as a few weeks ago my sons father (we not together anymore) was seriously I’ll in a coma, he came through it but seeing the effect it had on my 18 year old son as made me petrified to leave him, I know he won’t cope at all and that scares me more than anything else. Sorry for long rambling post but I don’t want to tell my family and worry them unless I get the bad news then I’ll tell my mum and brother.
