My husband died in my arms on the 2nd May (2009) - what happens now?

Hi xxx

Glad you`re going, for that price you can`t miss it can you!!!

Wet here too!! I`ve been to the gym after work, kids both out so quiet night here. Had a `ping` meal (will have to do the casserole thing!!) but do usually cook when they`re both in. Now chilling with a glass of wine, bit bored really!!!

Had sad news too, my best friend`s dad died this afternoon. He had the same cancer as Paul, he has been poorly for a long time, battled it for years. Just hope I can arrange time off work for the funeral. She has been there for me all the way so want to be there for her too xxx

What`s everyone else doing?

Helen xxx

Ah Thats so sad Helen , this dam cancer never stops . I bumped into one of Gordons friends at the hospital on wed , He was having tests whilst Gordon was alive and they all came back clear but now they have found cancer in his chest which has spread to his lungs and brain , i was shattered when he told me , as the last time i'd seen him was at Gordons funeral and he looked fine then but he didn't look good on wed . I know Gordon would have been gutted for him , but i think at least they'll be friends again in heaven , not that  i want anything to happen , i think the world of him too , i told him to keep fighting and i'll give him a ring in a week or two when he knows what treatment he's having . I think i might open a bottle too , i think i need it .

Lynne xxxx

Evening girls - Ailsa - you'll be well on your way to Paris I guess by now.  Sorry I didn't wish you 'bon voyage' sooner.......but anyway better late than never so........'BON VOYAGE MA PETITE' - that's about the sum total of my French!! Heyho!!

Lynne - you're off on your travels as well soon.........good on yer girl!!  Let your hair down a bit....or put your feet up and relax??  Whichever suits the moment...course you could do both!!!!!!!

Sue - your pictures always capture the moment perfectly......I love the bugs.........especially ladybugs - good for the roses along with gifts from a grateful guest this week!!!!!! 

Helen - so sorry to hear of your friend's loss today.......

I'm sure I've forgotten someone?  So if I have I apologise and send everyone love and ((((bug higs)))) to comfort you all Dot xxxxxx

Cheers Lynne!!!!

Just realised something....I feel bored tonight, thought bored before sad!!! Sad is there too obviously but feel quite restless. Maybe I need a trip to Benidorm lol!!

Helen xxx

I'M BORED TOO.

Weather vile, daughter out, dogs  being a pain, cats hungry, think I'll go to bed with lappy and wait for tomoorow to arrive - it usually does.

Ha ha Sue!! Yes it does xx

I`m thinking the same, lappy, tv in bed !!!

I'm bored too so thats in then , i'm with you girls lappy in bed . Helen we shoud get a trip organised to Benidorm lol What occasion can we use ? . Whose birthday is it next ?

Not mine until June!!!!

mines jan , any closer ?

Ha ha!! Yeah a bit! Be our gtg soon after that hopefully xxx