I was just wondering if anyone else has some little quirks and habits that they still retain even now that we are on our own?
What I mean here is that I still have my little routine in the morning where, at the top of the stairs, I blow a kiss toward the bed as I head off to work. It was the thing we always both did as I headed off. I also open the blinds at the same angle as I used to which allowed my wife to see out of the window when she was lying in bed.
I'm sure some may say that this is a sign of 'not letting go' but hey who amongst really want to let go? It sounds a bit crazy, but it makes me smile, which, let's be honest, is hard at times and that is why I intend continuing to do it!
WDJ
Oh yes! I say morning honey I love you 
every day. Goodnight honey I love you every night and when I Come home I call out Hi honey I'm home and have to touch his picture each time. I wear his wedding ring under mine, wear his aftershave and wear his watch everyday. The house is empty when I come home now and even though I've lived on my own before I was 25years younger then! It's crap now 
letting go or moving forward is hard 
