Thanks for the kind words and wishes everyone.
I sat up with her last night and after a few hours sleep, my Dad woke me. A family friend, who used to be a cancer nurse, had stayed up to sit with her. I was told by her that my mum on her way. So I went and sat with her. Today has been an incredibly stressful and upsetting day. My mum is still with us. We had to call out the nurses a few times to give her pain meds and meds to calm her agitation.
The house is full of family and friends at the moment. I have said to her what I wanted to say and have just spending time with her. We are just waiting now to be honest.
I can't articulate how proud I am of my mum. She has been through so much and I deeply admire her resilence. The love which she shows to her two children is phenomenal. She is just a selfless person, always looking out for others before herself. The sheer number of people visiting her now is testament to that.
At the moment, I am scared of how I am going to cope in the future without her. But I'm trying not to think about that too much now.
