It has been a while since I have been on the site and I wanted to add some positives to balance my negatives so that when I have a bad moment I can look back and see that there were plenty in this whole strange roller coaster ride that we are on. Christmas was really good we had a fab time, it really made up for last year when we found out on the 16/12/08 that dads cancer had returned and was stage 4 terminal. New year was hard as dad was very grumpy and angry - understandable a new year of unknowns and uncertainties. I wish that life could go back to normal and we could all get off this ride - a whole new set of if's, but's and maybe's await us. I know that there are many people out there who think I should just be grateful he is till here but there have been many changes and this illness is damaging to all who get caught up in it. I would not wish thison my worst enemy and once it is here life changes forever. Our next hurdle is Feb when he is 70! Come on dad keep going. An appointment looms on the horizon on the 11th Feb - always just before a key event but thats life. So my message to myself is keep taking it one day at a time, look at the positives - London on Sunday with mum and dad, him opening the train set on Shristmas day and thay wonderful smile. I love you dad so very much xxx
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