Tried for an early night but sleep not coming so up I get again. Its not surprizing that I'm not sleepy concidering the 3hour nap I had on sofa this afternoon. I have lots of things I could have been doing instead. All seemed too hard to even contemplate.
Last time we went to see consultant my poorly husband asked "how long then" which was a shock to me so I didn't hear the immendiate answer. He however assures me the doctors said 6months and as been around all family and friends saying same. This of coarse as shocked and disstressed everyone. ....
Tomorrow we are at next appointment to see what results the biopsy show and disscuss treatment.....and I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO! He seems the best hes been in ages, pain free and almost chatty. I dread him getting very ill and dying. I have very mixed feeling about the whole synerio.
