here we are in the middle of the night again. Said to hubby at ten I'm tried leys go to bed and here I am at 2.15am wide awake.
this evening we have beed out with close family for a curry. Hubby only managed to eat a couple of mouthfulls. Looking at him then his bother is heart breaking. Guess I'm so used to seeing my white as a sheet bag of bones husband, I think thats the normal look !
I'm greatful he is still pain free. He has had bloods taken this morning by district nurse. Hoping he can have andother blood transfusion soon. Not sure now how long he has left. Hoping he can pass away peacefully in the night....one of these nights.
Hoping to have a better talk with the Mac Nurse about an end of life Plan. What happens if he dies at home ( which we both would like) and how to say his body from an ortopsy. sorrry forgotten elish word.
its amazing what life throws up at us isn't it :)
good night
