So now I have been given the awful news I am thinking about what is to come .
I know I need to take each day at a time and just stand and wait in the queue looking at the scenery for the moment instead of thinking about the ride that is to come .
Incise you don't understand the rollercoaster part , i am a very visual thinking person and this is kind of how i imagine the start of my journey .
I will hopefully update my blog as much as possible to remind myself of things and hopeful bring me comfort if things get tough .
