I had my blood test Monday, haven't heard anything yet so I'm assuming that's good news or the doctor would have called me. I can't ring up for the results because that's tempting fate. This just sounds so stupid now I'm typing it out, but it's how I feel.
I have a transvaginal ultrasound booked for Wednesday. I've had this before when I had a cyst on my ovary. Thing is they never found anything. It was only when I got a CT scan that my cyst was discovered. I believe this is in part due to being overweight so it's more difficult for them to see anything. It makes me think what is the point in having it at all this time. Surely it will be the same and they won't see anything, but this doesn't mean there won't be something there.It all seems so utterly pointless.
Then on Thursday I have an appointment at the hospital for hysteroscopy. I've been consulting Dr Google again.... I know, I shouldn't do it! I've read vitually nothing but absolute horror stories about this procedure. Far from the supposed 'period-like' pain that the accompanying information states, it seems many ladies have experienced horrendous pain. Now I am absolutely terrified. I just don't know how I'm going to get through the next few days.
