The new regime

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I started my new regime (Folfox and cetaximab) last Friday. I thought I’d leave it a week to settle down and see how it goes.

Firstly though I do have to mention my PICC line. The fantastic staff at Northampton General went through everything they were doing to me and more importantly why they were doing it. I had had 5 sessions of Oxylaplatin through a cannula and each time I had quite severe pain both during the infusion and for up to 2 weeks after. The PICC line means no more cannulas and hence no more discomfort. I realise that they’re not for everyone but I would recommend one if given the choice. As with everything cancer related there are draw backs.

Showering and bathing are a bit of a nightmare. I have a cuff to wear in the shower that goes over the line but still seems to leak. I have been recommended another one, more expensive but I’m told well worth the investment.

Last Friday was a very long tiring day. Starting at 10 it was a series of flush, treatment, rest, flush, treatment, flush, treatment, flush then attach the 5FU pump. I eventually left at 6.

It couldn’t be helped. My first infusion of Cetaximab was spread over 2 hours (I’m told this will be 1 hour for subsequent treatments) and then I had to wait an hour to see if there was any reaction. There wasn’t so then we had the Oxylaplatin, etc.

The pump was again something to get used to. I did feel a bit self-conscious with a tube running up the inside of my shirt but soon forgot about it. I found an old money belt and used that to keep the pump in. It was also useful when sleeping as I was anxious about squashing the pump (No chance) or interfering with the line.

Somehow I managed to put a kink in the line which meant that the pump wasn’t as empty as it should be and I still had about a third of a bottle when I was due for disconnection. A quick trip to hospital (Sunday afternoons are so peaceful in hospital) and advice to come back on Monday. No problems and all sorted.

So far I haven’t had any side effects from the Cetaximab. The skin on my hands is a little dry but I’ve been given cream to counter that. I haven’t as yet developed any rashes. The antibiotics I’m on are keeping that at bay. We’ll see how things go.

The one thing I have noticed though is my levels of tiredness. I don’t know if this is a consequence of the new treatment or just an accumulation of all the treatment I have gone through. There have been some very difficult days. I work part time and Tuesday is my normal non-working day and I usually have a list of jobs I’d like to get done. Nothing outrageous but all necessary (tidying in the garden, sorting out car insurance etc). I went to hospital for a blood test as normal. I returned home sat in a chair and then woke up 5 hours later.

I’ve also been in quite a bit of pain. I’m trying to keep a food diary to see if there are any trigger foods that cause ‘discomfort’. I’ve heard that onions are a bit of a no no but I think everything I cook has onions in. I've read lots of advice but I feel that I should find out what works for me.

Also I can start to feel the changes in the weather. Extra layers are a must, plus a wooly hat!

I'm due to have my second cycle of Cetaximab today. I'll let you know how it goes.

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Take it easy on yourself Pete, the treatment will make you extra tired.  Your body is trying to replace all the cells the chemo is killing off.  The good ones that is as chemo is indiscriminate and kills all fast growing cells xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Take it easy on yourself Pete, the treatment will make you extra tired.  Your body is trying to replace all the cells the chemo is killing off.  The good ones that is as chemo is indiscriminate and kills all fast growing cells xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Pete,

    I've just read through your blogs and am up to date with how your treatment is going and hope you second round went well.

    How have you been coping on the mood swings front? Have they been getting any better as you don't seem to mention them. I'm hoping all is going the right direction but if not, perhaps a chat to your GP to see if they can help. In for a penny in for a pound and all that.

    Keep strong and look forward (that's not the best phrase but you know what I mean) to hearing from you soon with your updates.

    Best wishes. AJ

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi AJ,

    thanks for your comments.

    The mood swings seem to have levelled out. It's probably easy for me to blame being a grumpy old man on my illness but that would probably be only half the story.

    The usual stuff in life keeps getting in the way and I'm sure family and friends would say I haven't changed anyway and I've always been a moody git..

    But having cancer is so frustrating! There are days, very few I know, when I don't feel ill. I can do whatever I like and forget for a while. Then there are what I call 'the dark days' when my body refuses to work properly and I'm an exhausted heap.

    The problem is I never know from one day to the next what I'll be like.

    But as we all know 'Tomorrow is another day'.

    And I look forward to tomorrow

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Pete,

    I have a spinal cord injury and paralysed on my left leg side.

    I suffer awful nerve pain in my leg constantly and it's been like that since the accident. The mood swings have been bloody awful and I have been to some dark places as a result.

    I took up archery to get something 'normal' back in my life and it has transformed me. It took a couple of years to recover mentally but I'm there now.

    My disability will never get better so I need something to take my mind off that and archery did it fit me. So much so, I shoot for GB and brought back a European bronze medal earlier this year.

    Something good has come out of this at least.

    My point is, your inability at times will get better but it will be a slow road. You've been through hell and unless anyone else has been through that, it's so hard to understand.

    I'm glad you're coming to the end of treatment and it will be a fair few weeks before you start to feel any semblance of what your 'normal' is, on a daily basis but you'll get there and you're entitled to be a moody git every now and then!!

    My very best to you and will be following your recovery.

    AJ. X