I don't go to the doctor much and I'm the type who didn't want to know the details my cervical Cancer. I keep my eyes closed through 28 radiotherapy with the nice staffs radio distracted me. I also kept them shut during labor of my child. Doesn't mean that I am not brave enough but if I see it its more real .I went through 3 brackatherapy operations and I never thought I could do them but I had it in my head that after…