I didnt really explain why 'Justin'. 'It' - the tumor, had to be given an identity - i had to make it real and easier to talk about - i can talk about Justin in public, using the C word makes peoples toes curl, the mood changes the sympathy pours and i dont want sympathy - i want to be treated like me, i understand that i will need help, but practical help, i dont want my friends and family being sad because this makes…
