I've had six great weeks since my RC, healing well and little pain. However, I'm due to get my histology results any time now and I have to say I am terrified. My bladder cancer was squamous and if it has spread I don't know what will happen. It doesn't respond to chemotherapy or radiotherapy so...
I try not to think about it most of the time because I don't know what the results will be but as the time approaches I can't help but be scared.
