I can't believe it's only been five days! It feels like weeks. Nothing has happened but it feels like weeks. I'm so calm, Dean too. I am also being practical. I am making sure we have a weekly bus ticket each from tomorrow in case we need the hospital for any reason. I am also determined to use the ticket every afternoon. We can enjoy each other's company whilst exploring the city. It will be fun. I want to build more good memories, just in case.
Also just in case I will be getting the council form and putting Dean on the lease as a joint tenant. I guess we need to put money away for a funeral too, should it go that way. I'd like to make my own coffin and be buried in the country under a tree. I must look it up, I'm sure I have seen it somewhere
