DAY FOUR

Less than one minute read time.

I slept very well. I am still surprised at how calm I am. I have told my eldest son and he will tell his brother. Last week I was so anxious yet now I am so laid back its ridiculous. Reading up on it is the key. The more i read the calmer I become. Even when thinking about what songs I want at my funeral, if things go badly, I am still relaxed. I thought it could start with The Day Thou Gavest, Lord, Has Ended and finish with All Things Bright And Beautiful.

I have received my appointment for the scan. It's an ultrasound one at one of the smaller hospitals. A week on Monday, 10th July. I hope we can find the way there ok. Maybe we should do a dummy run. I'm so glad I use white loo roll. I would not have noticed the pale pink signs of blood in my urine without the paper being white.

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