I was full of optimism after my 1st round of chemo.Almost no side effects and no hair loss.But I supposed to have my 2nd round next tuesday and I am feeling down again,now having constantly running nose and headache and pain when going to do a "big job".They checked my blood at A&E and said its ok.no infections.But my brain keeps working and thinking will it be worse?Do I want to suffer all the time?I even I am on Sick…
