Not a real blog, just a blog in progress - - - - in my head. Which has been pretty fuzzy of late.
Although the fickle finger of fate has pointed its tip at my husbands beautiful behind (in my world only my opinion counts) the medical people who know stuff say the dodgy finger is responding to the cytotoxins and considerably reducing.
He has coped with Oxy & Capec really well and I almost feel fake for being here when I read some of the heartbreaking things some of you are going through. But my husband has cancer. He is being given treatment to cure him of it.
I get scared by how well he is doing. I think he will manage the CRT. They are still recommending surgery to remove bowel and whatever else they find. I'm ok with this. I think. My biggest fear is that if and when we get 'normal' back we get clear scans then that dodgy one.
Phuuuur. Breathing.
Ok now.
xxx
