I've never felt like this in my life

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I hope you all had the happiest Easter you could whatever your circumstances.

I feel awful all the time and want to cry all the time. this is so not me I never cry, I find myself crying coming down the stairs, I ache all over and I'm so tired you'd think I'd run a marathon, even my eye lids ache.

I don't know if these are side effects to pain meds or just simply it's all a bit to much for me.

I think it must be limbo land not knowing if the beast has taken up residence elsewhere.

Think it's time for bed so nite nite to all, and if you pray add one for me as I will you.

 

Love and hugs all round.

Vee. xxxxxxxxxx

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    hello vee - i just popped by macland and saw ur blog

    so sorry to see ur feeling "el crappo"

    i will deff say a prayer for you hun - hoping you soon feeling brighter

    (((hugs))) xNx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Dont worry, we all have tearfull moments, you are not on your own. Think of good times, try and drive out the 'Demons' as I call 'em.

    Take care, Bill xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    hi Vee,

    going through it too hun, sooooo exhausted which makes you feel low, tired of it all at mo, but we must keep battling, surely we will turn a little corner just to have some more strength,

    thinking of you,

    take care Jenny xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Vee, sorry you're feeling so low. Worrying is tiring, pain meds can cause their own problems and feeling yuk just makes it all seem impossible to deal with anyway. It's ok to cry.

    Why not do something today that's just for you? Something you enjoy but that won't zap your energies.

    Sending you some Bad Fairy hugs.

    Bad Fairy x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hiya Vee..............I started my second journey yesterday and the chemo is doing its thing again and I know that it won't be long before my tears come and the tiredness and all the other crap that comes with it..what I am trying to say to you honey, that even the tough old Kezzerbird gets it too, it is all part of the process and we have to try and deal with it because we have no choice eh hun. I keep on saying that we fight this together and we do, we can't get of  that bloody roller coaster, so it is a case of good and bad days, making the most of those good days and fighting it all the way, even though some days we want to just give up, I am behind you and so is every one else. There are 'cyber love and hugs and strength flying around all over the place,grab them, I know I shall. You are feeling like crap, so am I girl, so you hold on to me and I will hold on to you and we will get through this together. I can do it and so can you.....love Carol x