I've never felt like this in my life

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I hope you all had the happiest Easter you could whatever your circumstances.

I feel awful all the time and want to cry all the time. this is so not me I never cry, I find myself crying coming down the stairs, I ache all over and I'm so tired you'd think I'd run a marathon, even my eye lids ache.

I don't know if these are side effects to pain meds or just simply it's all a bit to much for me.

I think it must be limbo land not knowing if the beast has taken up residence elsewhere.

Think it's time for bed so nite nite to all, and if you pray add one for me as I will you.

 

Love and hugs all round.

Vee. xxxxxxxxxx

Anonymous
  • Sorry you are feeling so low but we're all entitled to have 'off' days. Hope today is better.

    Best wishes,

    KateG

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Thank you all, I know it's just a low and there will be a high soon. Not even started any other treatments yet don't know if I even need anymore.

    I'm just so scared more so than the first time, that's because I didn't know then what I know now. I believed them when they said I was all clear.

    Got couple hours on my own so I'm going to read and have some chocalate. Reading is one of my passions.

    Love you all thank you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    dear veekay, my heart goes out to you.  I cannot think of anything to add to your pain right now but I am thinking about you since reading your blogs and would like to wish you great strength to deal with each day.  Please keep coming onto the site even just to offload, hopefully even that might help you right now.