i've not been on here for a while so lets give you an update....
finished chemo on 5th may. everything went well apart from the awful tiredness with the last two sessions. went to benejarafe in spain to my pals appartment for a long weekend - it was so peaceful (well as peaceful as it gets with 6 of us there!!) had a fantastic time and got colour even with my factor 30 and my hat on 24 hours a day. lol x
have been going into work for the occassional half day and enjoying it but sleeping most of the afternoon after it.
i got my appointment to see the prof on the 14th june. i got one of his assistants who asked the usual questions then had a prod all over. told me the liver wasn't swollen so the chemo had been working. She then asked IF I WANTED A SCAN!!!!! i couldn't believe what i heard. of course i want a bloody scan. i want to know how good the chemo worked and what has happened to the tumour in the bowel. she said some folk don't want one and because i look healthy and have not much pain i might not want one!!!! i looked healthy and had not too much pain when i went for the original scan that found the damn cancer and the doctors were gobsmacked.
i cannot understand this line they are taking. i was told the liver would flare up again at some point and probably have to go thru more chemo so why wouldn't they scan me to see how good/bad it is??
am i missing something? does this happen to everyone? i then asked if the tumour in the bowel would be removed( as i thought this was what they would do). i was then told if its shrunk and not doing too much damage they wouldn't put me thru a major operation. I'm only 49 for ***** sake i've still got a life and how do they know how its doing if they dont scan it????
sorry for the rant but i'm still angry and still not relieved that the liver has shrunk. i wont be convinced until i get the scan and then i can book my holiday to vegas.
anyone had this sort of treatment on the follow up meeting??
apart from that i am well although my hair is coming out and she put that down to stress!!! stress - i'll give them stress hahahaha.
i hope everyone else is as well as can be expected and i look forward to your comments.
love and big hugs
tracey xxxxx
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