I am not the kind of person who keeps a blog. I am not the kind of person who freely expresses emotions. I am not the kind of person who shows his feelings easily. With this in mind, I have no idea why I decided to do this, but I hope it will be therapeutic. I am not interested in making it look nice or being easy to read but I do need to somehow get my fears and anger out there in a way that offers me a bit of release and a bit of anonymity at the same time. So I guess that is why; not for sympathy, not for support and not for prosperity - I doubt anyone will ever read it all, probably best if they don't to be honest as it will contain self indulgent poor old me comments I expect... But maybe someone will see it and maybe the positive bits could help others in my position... I have no idea but let's see what transpires... First post finished - that wasn't too hard was it!
