Today was ok, I still cried a couple of times but compared to sat/sun it was a lot easier. My eyelids were so swollen, I was actually quite shocked at how terrible I looked. That is how I must have looked like before but luckily I couldn't be bothered/didn't have the energy to look in the mirror.
I have been reading lots of books on bereavement and some have been fairly useful, but today I started to read a book…
