When will I learn, thought I was being really clever yesterday with my 'I'm fine theres nothing wrong with me' head on and I felt fine and thought I could conquer the world.
Found out a I was driving home that maybe just maybe I was not a fine a I would like to think. On the A12 no bother, then onto the M11 and the scar sight starts to groan a little now and then, by the time hit the M25 it was burning and…
Well I a a clever girl. I have made it all the way into London and I must say it was worth the pain, I actually feel as if I have a purpose again instead of just being a blubbery mess.
Caught up on all the back log of emails and even managed to get ahead of myself to.
Everyone in the office was lovely when I walked in, lots of hugs and kisses and lots of "Oh we have missed you" (what they say when I am not there is…
What a let down yesterday was, the build up the sickness and then the let down "sorry the results are not back yet Terri you will have to come back next week", have they no idea that a week feels like a year when you are waiting to know, how bad is, is there a possibility it has spread.
Well I have come to the conclussion that all the crying in the world is not going to make the results come through any quicker…
Having spent the most of last night tosssing and turning and zipping through the tv channels finally daylight arrived.
Had a very sickly cup of coffee to get me motivated then jumped into the shower for my big date with the consultant. Arrived 10 minutes early and had to wait another 20 mins to be called in by the nurse to have my dressings taken off and stitcches trimmed.
Imagine my embarrassment when I clocked eyes…
I have taken a drive down Paranoia Street and found a nice big parking space on Nervous Avenue, results from my lumpectomy are due tomorrow and I can feel that horrible dread I felt last week waiting for the biopsy results. It hasnt helped that I saw a few of my notes on computer screen and one subject was do not delay diagnosis (what is that all about) but that note wa made before I had my op so trying not to run too…
