Hi everyone, not been on here for a while, errol has stopped his stutent because it wasn't working and making him so ill,,, we have been to Birmingham to see if he can take part in a trial will know if this is an option in September,, with no chemo errol has been feeling much better and i have felt like i have my lovely husband back,,, we even managed a lovely weekend away with our daughter and husband in devon , it was so nice to get away although errol was tired and feels the cold so much, we had the best time,,, . I have felt like we have been back to normal a bit ,, he is tired a lot and not eating very well and on a good day we take our dogs for a walk and he is carving our names in the tree. I am worried that if he does take part in a trial he will get really ill again with the side effects and it will all start again THE REALISATION THAT HE HAS CANCER I AM SO SCARED ..
