Hi this is my first time on site. I had a hysterectomy 3 wks ago and was diagnosed with appendix and ovarian cancer. Am still waiting 4 more tests 2 be done as been told it unusual and trying not 2 dwell on it 2 much until know more.easier said than done! Was expecting results 2 days ago then had call 2 say it would take another wk. I been struggling since op but cant have hormone treatment until know my results. All the wks of fear and worry came out and took it out on my boyfriend of 2 half yrs.I apologised after and was in floods of tears for first time.He refused 2 accept my apology and has ignored my calls and texts. He text once saying the row could not be taken back and he wants time 2 think about things and space and that what he going 2 do. I am a single mum off sick from work and feel so scared lonely and isolated. Feel so hurt that he walked away and was so hard and cold 2 me. Have tried 2 think maybe he cant deal with it all, then think maybe he just not want me. he has made comments about my weight loss which i think insensitive. just all feels like 2 much at moment and terrified of results and going through it on own whilst trying hold it all together 4 my daughter.
