I am Sue and I lost my wonderful husband, aged 42 on 4th September after only 6 weeks of illness. I am absolutely gutted and don't know what to do with myself. I have 2 young boys, aged 7 and 10 so I am kept busy, but all I really want to do is hibernate and get away from it all. I keep thinking he is going to come home from work and everything will be back to normal. I am dreading christmas - everyone is starting…
