went to hospital today and thought what a good day - feel guilty saying it but im quite happy it wasnt for me this time it was for my other half after five years of problems and operations on bowel fistulas and abscesses he has been in agony and cant sit down which has meant for the past year and half he hasnt been able to work or drive :( he was supposed to see his surgeon but after waiting for over an hour he walked out!! i didnt know what to do as i couldnt see a nurse so just followed him he was in absolute agony after trying to sit on a hard chair - and he had had enough so now ive got.to sort it out !!
as if i havent got enough of my own problems to cope with- my neck problems,osteoarthritis and the cancer PLUS our son being diagnosed with juvenile inflammatory arthritis - i honestly didnt think i could take any more bad news then BAM now my 73 year old mum is having bad chest pains they think its angina but are going to run tests :(
feel so tired of it all yet im the one thats got to sort it all out keep everything going help everybody
who helps me???
sorry i know there a lot of people who are a lot worse of than me and i thank god everyday that i am here and well just need to have a rant and let it out before i scream my head off!!
well id better get round to writing an email to my beloveds surgeon explaining him absconding from the hospital and sort my mother out as well as doing everything else
feel a little bit better now ive had a rant :)
