feeling happy :)) yet bad :((

I can understand you not wanting to as he says 'he's only doing it for you'. That's not a good reason for a man to get married he must really want to and believe in it too. I hear stories; of those who marry because they think they have to and it doesn't last. So don't marry, if you dont' want to now.  It's your life not his and the commitment has to feel right for both of you.

I do wonder why you have found your way to the MacMillan site where most people are either facing cancer, or are caring for someone with it or are now bereaved.  Hope you find help here for whatever reason.

All the best,

THANKS FOR THE REPLY DAVID80

IF YOU READ MY PROFILE OR EARLIER BLOGS YOUWOULD KNOW WHY I AM ON THIS SITE

I AM ON THIS SITE BECAUSE I HAVE HAD CANCER AND FAMILY MEMBERS HAVE DIED FROM CANCER

IF YOU READ THE GUIDELINES FOR BLOGS BASICALLY YOU CAN WRITE ANYTHING ABOUT YOUR LIFE , FAMILY, TREATMENT, FEELINGS ETC

I WRITE MY BLOG WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TOO MUCH ITS THINGS I CANT SAY TO MY FAMILY.AND FRIENDS AND NEED TOO GET OFF MY CHEST

IF PEOPLE READ AND COMMENT FAIR ENOUGH AND I AGREE WITH YOUR COMMENT THAT IT HAS TO FEEL RIGHT FOR BOTH OF US WHAT I DIDNT OR COULDNT SAY BECAUSE MY STUPID PHONE WOULDNT LET ME ADD ANY MORE TEXT IS THAT I THINK HES JUST SAID YES BECAUSE IVE HAD CANCER AND HE FEELS HES GOT TOO - MAYBE THEN YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN SO JUDGEMENTAL AS  I THINK YOUR COMMENT ABOUT WHY I.AM ON THIS SITE AND WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN IS QUITE HURTFUL TO BE HONEST

PLEASE READ PEOPLES PROFILES./ BLOGS BEFORE POSTING COMMENTS LIKE THIS I ALWAYS READ OLDER POSTS BEFORE COMMENTING BASICALLY SO I DONT PUT MY FOOT IN IT AND UPSET THE PERSON

NO ONE WANTS TO BE ON A SITE LIKE THIS AND I WOULD NOT BE ON IT IF I DIDNT NEED THE SUPPORT IT GIVES ME AND THE CHANCE TO HELP OTHERS FEEL BETTER

I DONT THINK YOU INTENDED TO UPSET ME BUT PLEASE PLEASE DONT COMMENT LIKE THIS TO ANYBODY ELSE UNTIL YOU HAVE ALL THE FACTS  

Sorry to have upset you.

Of course I should have searched back further and discovered your reason for being on this site. I apologise for that and add that I am still bumbling my way around this site.

I too have a form of cancer, or I wouldn't be here. -You can check in the usual way with a click.

May I still wish you well.

THANKS DAVID FOR THE APOLOGY

SORRY IF I WAS A LITTLE ABRUPT BUT ID HAD A BAD DAY

SORRY TO HEAR YOUVE BEEN AFFLICTED WITH THE BIG C  TOO  - WHAT A CLUB TO BE IN - STILL COULDNT WISH FOR NICER PEOPLE TO BE HERE WITH EVERYONES FANTASTIC 

I ALSO AM STILL STUMBLING AROUND THE SITE - IVE TRIED TO GO ON THE CHATROOMS A FEW TIMES - WHAT A BLOODY NIGHTMARE

EVERYONE WAS BEING REALLY FRIENDLY BUT MY PHONE KEPT PLAYING UP AND WOULDNT LOAD MY COMMENTS I HAD TO LOG OUT !

THEY MUST HAVE THOUGHT I WAS REALLY IGNORANT SO I THINK ILL WAIT TILL I CAN PRISE THE LAPTOP OUT OF MY DAUGHTERS GRIP AND TRY ON THAT !!

WELL I WISH YOU WELL

AND THANKS FOR THE ADVICE

LOVE MISSY  

Thanks for your reply, Missy.

Best of luck in all you do.

Cheers,