Holiday

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On Tuesday I am going away for a holiday and I feel extremely guilty that Steve won't be able to share this with me.  Everything that could go wrong has but I know that I am lucky compared to other people and now my step mother in law is very ill in Hospital.  I am going away with my sister in law and if anything happens we will have to come back as she understandably wants to support her father.

The house is a tip and I just can't seem to pull it together.  Yesterday at work people kept wishing me a lovely holiday and I was in tears where I should be excited.

I have got really bad hay fever wich is nothing compared to what C sufferers are going through.

I have never written such a disjointed blog

What is wrong with me ?!!! As if I don't know.

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Lynn,

    You try and enjoy yourself ,hard I know,I am in London its not the same without Ian .19 weeks today.

    You take care

    hugz

    Sharon xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Stacey, last week we had a holiday planned with my dad to a place they always took us as kids but as dad was rushed into hospital i felt i needed to cancel as it just wasn't right going without him as planned but dad insisted for my kids that i still went and showed my kids everything that he once showed me and eat ice creams where we used to lol. I know its not the same as your situation but i didn't want to go without him but once i got there i just kept thinking okay what would dad want to do today? I'm sure Steve will be looking down on you enjoying your holiday so he will be with you. x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I hope you have a happy holiday.  Think of it as recharging your batteries so you can come back to Steve renewed and refreshed.

    Enjoy it as much as you can.

    *hugs*