On Tuesday I am going away for a holiday and I feel extremely guilty that Steve won't be able to share this with me. Everything that could go wrong has but I know that I am lucky compared to other people and now my step mother in law is very ill in Hospital. I am going away with my sister in law and if anything happens we will have to come back as she understandably wants to support her father.
The house is a tip and I just can't seem to pull it together. Yesterday at work people kept wishing me a lovely holiday and I was in tears where I should be excited.
I have got really bad hay fever wich is nothing compared to what C sufferers are going through.
I have never written such a disjointed blog
What is wrong with me ?!!! As if I don't know.
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